and...
i am too tired today..
wanna know about tired more...?
please visit :http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tired_and_emotional
raos kangen punika mboten sekecomboten sekeco ing penggalih, ing tutur, ing tingkah laku, lan sedoyonipun..kula nembe kangen kalih satunggaling tiyang ingkang kula idham2aken..tebih sanget saking mriki...benten wekdal lan panggenan..badhe pinanggih kemawon kedhah mawi prajuangan ingkang sanget..seseg dada kula menawi kengetan kalihan tiyange...maem dados mboten sekeco, punopo-punopo inggih dados ngganjel...Dhuh Gusti paringana kula kekiyatan supados saget kiyat ngadepi sedoyonipun..kula remen sanget kepanggih tiyange...mugi-mugi tiyange ugi gadhah roso ingkang sami kaliyan kula..amergi kula pracoyo menawi katresnan kula lan piyambake sami2 ageng...Gusti mugi paring berkah...
own a month ..
without you the sky was still blue
I still can do the activity well
I also was able to breathe, eat ..
though just barely, I can still meet all
my friends are still loyal support me
relationship with the people closest too is still good, even if they do not know what really happened
and most importantly, there is a special one that is still faithful
thank God for this strength,
Thanks for that special one ...
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today I learned about self control ... and it turns out I still failed.
still have much to learn more ...
actually i do not like it...because I actually do not have to control ourselves, to hear someone else ..
Initially I was indifferent, over time it's not awful
when I fail, then I can think, if at that time I could control everything, probably will not happen this inconvenience
Thanks for pp who have taught me many things these days ... I was indeed afraid of losing everything ...
a lot has happened
im not allowed to see you
im not allowed to talk to you
my feelings still have not gone away
they say everything will get better in time - time heals everything
if thats true why do i cry more with each day that passes
ive tried so hard to defend you
to defend you against everything
i dont let them see how i really feel
i dont let them know i need you
i feel physical pain
i see the unseen
i know what i need
i know who i need
ive been called weak for letting you "walk all over me"
but i know im strong
i am strong enough to know people make mistakes
i love you
i need you
i have never fought so hard
never cried so much
ive never felt that feeling i feel when we are together
i wish this fighting would stop
i wish you were here
i want to be able to show you
nobody will ever feel the loneliness i feel when you walk away
baby
please come back to me...
kau yang di sana terpisah jarak waktu
aku di sini merindukan bayangmu
mungkin kita harus bisa menahan gejolak
tapi kita manusia yang punya hasrat jiwa
reff: setiap saat, setiap waktu
kuingat dirimu
setiap saat, setiap waktu
kuingin berjumpa
kau yang terindah hadir dalam mimpiku
kini bertemu dalam jalinan kisah
mungkin kita mungkin (bukan) cinta, aku tak peduli
tapi kita manusia yang punya hasrat jiwa
repeat reff
kuingin bercinta
walau kupendam gejolak namun asmara tetap ada
tak bisa kutolak karena kau yang terindah
yang mungkin bisa memuaskan segalanya
repeat reff
actually no need to cry for addressing a problem. because with crying problem persists, even going to look into bigger.because we can not think clearly.
All would be better if we address the problem with a cheerful heart, full of hope, because everything will seem much easier .. and still remember that the Lord working in all things for good ..
so, which one to choose?