march 1st

morning..

today is the first day of new month..

a moment to think, what is my result over the last two months..? and i know, the result is test of life

not something, not gift, not reward but many problems, tears, sadness and sorrow..

I sometimes think, if there is God there? when I'm sad, being alone, are heavy laden, feeling neglected, failed, which happened not to be expected, etc.
until I get a reflection on the internet that says that: if we can be positive, in fact all the bad things, problems that occur in our lives is God's blessing. how come? yes because life is a test. if you want to increase the level of means should not be tested. if it fails it means having to repeat again. If successful means going up to the next level. and that would all be good for us ..
well, I awakened to the article. how many times I have complained to angry with God when I in trouble? but if I could see with the eyes of my heart, however there is no reason to admit that God's grace is enough for me. 

May God forgive me clearly..

so now, I have a strength in this life that God is always there with me at the time of any situation .. so whatever happens, keep the spirit .. okey ..

nah..bener kan..apa kubilang,,, :)

yes!!! hbs dtelp nie..

barusan belajar buat bersyukur, narimo ing pandum..langsung Papi JC kabulin.

makasih Tuhan..hari ini sesuatu banget..

tenang saja

tenang saja..

jangan kuatir..

berpikirlah positif..

dia tidak ada apa-apa..

semua akan baik-baik saja..

sabar saja..semua pasti akan kembali seperti semua..

yang penting ditunggu saja..

adele..

i like her...

she has such a wonderful voice..

still young but smart and awesome...

want to know about her more?

Here her song : SOME ONE LIKE YOU

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

ADELE....

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adele_%28singer%29

doa yg didengar..

tadinya hanya bercanda, tidak ada harapan besar..
iseng bilang temen..eh hr ini t4ku ngocok arisan, aku pengin dapet e..
trus temen blg..tenang, nti ta doakan..pasti kmu dpt..
eee bener..aku dapet juga..
thx bro, doamu manjur..
thx God..buat anugrahNya..

monthly lesson...

February.. I have got many life lessons:

1. patient

2. positive thinking

3. reduce the emotional

4. want to hear other people

5. saving

6. surrender

7. thankfulness 

life is hard .. but how heavily dependent we are looking at. I still believe there is a God who loves me. so I still have hope in Him